findingscissors

I wish I could communicate better.
I wish I wasn't so crippled by anxiety.
I wish I was prettier.

I wish I could go without spending hours each day analyzing myself, trying to figure out what is wrong with me, why I feel so unimportant and why I want to cry every day.

Someone said that to me on the street today. I'm WAY into multiple posts in days (as opposed to months of ignoring this). I apologize, I was busy with a job and a life... I shall catch you up to speed, but maybe another day.


In honor of the new year (I kind of hate this phrase/ tradition/ custom) I have a few vows to make to myself.

o1. travel more (if possible)
o2. at least once a month, go see something local that is of interest. I've always planned these excursions and never actually made it out. How depressing- this WILL change.
o3. baby girl, take better care of your body. I've given up smoking weed, better known as losing interest in it. but i'm going to start doing yoga and maybe working out as well.
o4. MAYBE attempt going back to being a vegetarian. see #3.

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xo